<3

What am I gonna do without you?
Please don't leave.

:)

This is like magic.
I want to thank you for everything.
Especially for today. I really needed you.
<3

Thank you.

So much, for this :]
It's going to be perfect. I feel bad sometimes, because I always get you into so much trouble, and its not fair. I'm sorryyyy.

Perfect.

No one said this would be easy.
I know that, I just wish it would be a bit easier :( please?
I'm considering it too :)
That would be absolutely perfectly amazing <3

Wow.

I just watched all of Zak's videos and I've gotta say I'm really proud of him :)
It was really surprising though when you said you liked Dominic. But oh well, I support you.
I really really really need khaki pants and I dont know what to do because I can't go get them now, and we have school monday and tuesday.
Fuck. And my mom's getting mad at me everytime I ask something :(
She can be mad at me when I've done something wrong, but when I haven't its not fair and I really want it to stop. She always asks why I never want to come home. Why would I want to come home to this?

This is amazing :)

I love this.
Everything about this.
And I hope this never ever ends.
Forever & ever babe.

So.

China cup just ended. We got second place, and the guys got third. I dunno, I'm just kinda disappointed. Ended our like 3 year winning streak :( we thought our team was actually gonna be better than last year, but I guess not.

Dunnooo.. not blaming anyone but I guess I'm kinda disappointed in some people. We just expected them to do better.

And I miss isb.

Don't understand.

I don't understand how something can be this perfect.
Is it really as it seems?
I really hope so.
I hope this never ends.
<3

Sick.

I'm sick.
Stuffy nose.
Throat hurts.
Head hurts.

I hate this.
I'm gonna go sleep.

Can't believe it.

Why did this happen again?
I thought it wouldn't.
I thought we learned.
Damn it.

Back home.

I really missed shanghai.
My little 9 year old cousin is here and she's super cute but shes so annoying sometimes. Little kids. I will never have kids :]
School starts in two days. er. One day?
Why can't it be cold.

Wishing.

I just really wish you were a bit more sensitive at times. It hurts, the things you say. Do you even notice? I don't think you do.

Well yeah..

Gosh.

I really need to learn to do things that I say I'm going to do.
Like, sometimes if I feel like it I'll do it, and other times I'm just like either ehhh I'll do it later or I don't do it at all.
And I need to stop eating fattening foods.
So much junk foooood this summer. I wanna play tennis. For once.
I didn't miss it the first couple weeks but now I miss it like crazyyy.
I miss you like crazy too.

]:

So close, yet so far.

Dying.

Ok.
There is no air conditioning. I'm staying at my friend Catherines house and they usually don't turn on the ac, but I'm used to it being always reallly cold so I'm like DYING. I hate this feeling its like omg can't breathe. And I don't want to like go downstairs and ask to turn it on cause that would cost money..
It's usually pretty cold, why is it so hot now?
And I don't have my itunes, and I don't want to use my ipod so I've been using purevolume.com for like forever.
If you guys don't know what it is go check it out :]

Missing people.

So yay I got this new laptop yesterday and its insanely nice and I love it <3
I just gotta move all my files from the old one to the new one and I have no idea how.
Probably gonna get someone to do it for me then :]

I hate missing someone.

Yay I missed blogging.

Omg this is like replacement for xanga :]
I missed this, just a place to just.. write.
Well, leaving now to go to someones house.
But I'll update later!